Time to Let Go, For Good.


A devilish, amazing feeling crept in out of the blue. It felt good for a short while until my rationalism woke up from its nap. A loop was forming, almost closing. I got myself out easily the first time. This time it’s different; I have genuine and deeper feelings. I had to get out before…

Friends?


People come and go. Some stay longer, others end before they even start and a few whom I wished never lasted that long. I live by two standards in life: Loyalty and Honesty. If you meet those two, at least towards yourself, you can enter my circle. But of course, there are sub-standards for the…

Care for a cup of tea?


So we can talk about life at 2 A.M. in the morning. Scenario 1: No? I didn’t think so. Care for a drink so we can go to your place and have a good time, then? Yes? I got your attention. But, I also got the answer. And here’s mine: No, thank you!   Scenario…

Mood Swings


Lots and┬álots of mood swings! My mood swings happen suddenly. Sometimes, I’m surprised by them. They’re also often hidden under my skin. Only those closest to me, get to take a sneak peek. As an introvert, I tend to share very little with as few humans as possible, especially when it comes to my mood…

That Fragrance


It came unexpectedly and I couldn’t be happier. It is not one thing; it is a collection of souvenirs. It is that touch, that smile, that look, that kiss, that lick, that smell that is all over my skin! That fragrance that I sleep with, think about and crave for. It doesn’t really smell like…

Scamper Slowly


A Letter To Life: Could you scamper slowly, Life? Life, you’re going fast and time is flying at the speed of sound. I want to enjoy some extra moments with some extra time. Life, you’re not even scampering. You’re running. Why the rush? What’s waiting for you? A new Life is going after you? It…

Passing


Humans set rules, fight, kill, create wars, standards, and many complications in life. But for what? More money? More power? Protecting their pride and ego? Does it really matter?! If you think about it, we’re just passengers in this universe. Generations have passed by and have gone, and then a new generation is created and…

Unreachable and Uncontrollable


There is something magnetizing about the unreachable and the uncontrollable. I know I can’t control how things ended to be and I know I have to accept it and yet, I still think about it. These sneaky thoughts are partly satisfying and partly hurtful. It’s satisfying because I am holding onto the good memories that…

Tape it


It has been almost two years since I’ve tried to control my food cravings at night and to consistently exercise. The good news is that the latter is accomplished up to this date. The bad news is that some days I get weak and surrender to my temptations. The funny part is that I know…

Loop of Thoughts


As an overthinker, it’s hard to let go. Thoughts that should be thought about only once, keep coming back in an endless loop in my mind. Thoughts that are not worth thinking about are the most played in my brain. Not only is it mentally exhausting, but it also brings my spirit down. At one…